Wednesday, February 22, 2012

The dream




Sometimes in reality...sometimes in dreams..life whispers in varied tones.. went  to bed with the pleasures of the day...with the hope that my illusions won't engulf my dreams...but.I had a very strange illusive dream state last night.
it felt surreal..,i saw me..I remember seeing me as if I was someone else and I was watching myself ...I remember seeing eyes which were strangely pale as I was trying to watch from hiding place may be.. I was close but that "me" didn’t see me first .but it seemed like he felt my presence.somehow he was trying to communicate with me on a psychical level .... and there was a pool behind him.. large body of water, it was more like a pool.. . It’s large enough to be a small lake, but it goes on like a river.. it was a dark night.but...i saw the round moon behind him..i was dizzy, felt warmth on my skin.he was trying to dive into that large amount of water....he was smiling  as if he was happy to see me or may be he knew something that I didn't . The water seemed calm, it seemed like a mirror reflecting the sky…the water wasn't waving at all..even though he was swimming there..I ….I was staring as if I was looking for an answer.....All I remember was his eyes as they looked close into mine,there was a massage in his eyes that I couldn't read.It seemed so far,yet felt so near,.It felt like I drifted back into mysterious puzzle..,..the unconscionable consciousness,..and I pretended to wake up from something but couldn't wake up,the weird part is, I was feeling something weird in my body too, as if I was drowning,I delved into the known of unknowns; .as if I slipped into a brutal cosmic dream.
...i don’t usually remember what I dream...but I remember every details of it...,subconscious mind tried to play a game with my brain or something more deeper into it??!..who knows!



Wednesday, February 15, 2012

My old Bengali lyrics.










My lyrics, our band,...memories.. Brings back smile and happiness.. Reminds me of a life carefree and full of dreams and colors. 
Reminds me of "artcell", our endeavors, our songs, "smritycharon,duchor smrity, odekha..,,"