Tuesday, September 11, 2012

Septemberica’12



Every day some passion dies out of the race and some feelings die out of necessity. Every day is a lost & found tale. .  whatever makes me forget time liberates me sometimes.. then that liberation get lost in new one.I don't select my thirsts..they chose me..and I chose to keep them in me....some times it's not wise to express all the thoughts that course through the mind...sometimes it’s better people don't get to know your deepest hour or your deepest fear. and what your illusive thoughts are...the more they know you,the less they understand your worried puzzle mind... alone is better..alone is happy time ..me and  own cluttered mind ...fun to be poised in between my own emotions and equations,....... what if someone really understands me...scary thought...!! really? I'm scared of the opposite, that no-one will understand me. ... In a world of make believe I doubt the sincerity of my laughter and tears..  I always keep my certain emotions blindfolded.....then I wait endlessly for some relevance to fondle my words... some days i seize the heaviest mood to carry, without saying a word... ..but then in you I breathe in joy... submerged in worries...sometimes don't know how to keep myself afloat.. ..... I am poised between two infinities...my true self and the way society wants me to be....!


Saudi time



 Didn't have that much pleasant memories time in Saudia, still was a good experience.