It's freezing early morning...day is still yawning and i'm shivering .. my forlorn jacket is struggling to warm me up, sun is losing hope for an early break through..so is my mind..losing hope to solve the puzzle...this whole December month has been a disaster,kept finding myself in the state of exhausted miseries...thought a shoulder was there to cry on, no..there wasn't any!!... Sometimes you have to accept the circumstances and act according to it even though your heart is breaking into pieces...wish they knew how hurtful the ache of a wish not fulfilled ...
.this month is full of realization and thoughts..people are selfish,careless. .. some people made me feel really small; the smallest..most of the time people don't wana get to know your lil wishes and your lil pains.. ..
2012 has came to an end.. Endings are sort of beginnings backwards..is it? I hope not!.this year has been a roller-coaster ride..in terms of personal emotions or achieving goals…but it has made me a strong person.;better and confident..;taught me true color of life ;faces & phases..Even though my innocence and emotions were shattered brutally but my morality never changed!
Waves of thoughts and realizations are slackening...now I don't wana dig into judgment,. sway in opinions..Don't wana offend or be defended or blame people,not anymore!!... time to put my all expressions on mute...let them be mystery., let them only live in me.....now my suffering are my hidden glories....I’ll keep them even closer in me!
sometimes i feel proud of consistently facing the best troubles of the entire cosmic arrangement..I know I can be truly proud of myself..I know my family is. I feel appreciated and I feel special when I’m with them.. they never let me feel small.. I don’t need anything else. ma is my safest house.. I get my inspirations and hopes in her.
sometimes i feel proud of consistently facing the best troubles of the entire cosmic arrangement..I know I can be truly proud of myself..I know my family is. I feel appreciated and I feel special when I’m with them.. they never let me feel small.. I don’t need anything else. ma is my safest house.. I get my inspirations and hopes in her.
some days are meant for waiting.!!! I gotta work harder now..time is flying.....some more dreams to be achieved..some more people to prove wrong..! Self-note, Dates are more closer than they appear!