Insomniatic June July

                                      

the loop, the long distance loneliness,

feeding my emotions through technologies;

the lonely ipod playlist keeps changing ,

 trying to make me busy for no reason.

the brain keeps puzzling,counting numbers and figures;

solution: hopes and the future,
but the future seems like a long tricky past.

 hope of dreams seem bizarre with their own words.

thoughts are spilling & my agnostic prayer fell apart;

Dear S ,you are the light,the only strength keeping me alive,

giving me the hope,giving me the peace,
keeping my beautiful soul inside me.

My wish was in vain and I asked karma,why ?.
Wait!

At night,out of my window, 
in the glow of street light I stare the invisible,

and the rain falls down,as if they need to prove a point,
 I miss the sun, 

I miss the warmth of hope...

A change may be in the corner,pretty soon!